Chapter 195: The Impulsive Desire to Speak the Truth
"I... I won't.""That's none of my business," Fu Zimo ignored her reason, simply closing his eyes. He just seemed to casually play with the pills in his hand, his movements were fast, the pills in his...In that instant, Fu Zi Mo froze, forgetting to speak. He instinctively took the child and held him in his arms. Looking at the tiny face in the swaddling clothes, no bigger than his palm, he had a moment of illusion, as if this was truly his own child.
Yun Xiaoxue saw him like this, finally couldn't hold back her anger, and glared at the midwife: "What nonsense are you talking about! How could this be Mo's child The woman in that room isn't Mo's woman either!"
The midwife's expression immediately changed to surprise upon hearing this. She looked at Fu ZiMo as if seeking confirmation of what Yun XiaOer had said.
But Fu Zimo was still immersed in the strange feeling of holding the child, he didn't have time to pay attention to the conversations of the people around him. He just frowned, staring at the child in the swaddling clothes, and cautiously asked, "You think... do you think his eyes look like mine"
"Um..." This question stumped the midwife. Which family had just welcomed a new child She, as a midwife, couldn't help but say a few nice words, could she After all, newborns aren't exactly known for their beauty, and their faces are wrinkled anyway. How could anyone tell who they looked like It was just something to say.
However, facing Fu Zimo's earnest gaze, Wombkeeper didn't dare to utter that blunt truth. She could only awkwardly smile and reply, "Yes, yes, it's quite similar."
Fu Zi Mo, upon hearing this, immediately laughed. He completely ignored Yun Xiao Ying's petrified expression and carried the child into the house.
Qin Luoyan lay feebly on the bed, and saw Fu Zimo walking over with a child in his arms, a smile on his face. This scene once again brought tears to her eyes.
Is there really destiny guiding us in the unseen
Even though she had assumed a new identity and appeared before him, miraculously, he was present when she gave birth to their child!
Child, you are fortunate. You were born with the blessings and expectations of both your mother and father.
That's great, really great!
She couldn't give this child a complete father's love, but God gave this child the warmth of his father's embrace right after birth!
So, she wanted to cry. Fate had finally given her and the child a warm moment. Seeing Fu Zimuo holding the child with a smile, she felt that some regrets could finally be made up for.
"Look, this is your son, he... is very handsome." Fu ZiMo came to the bedside and held the child, letting him rest against her cheek.
Qin Luo yan cried while nodding, gently touching the child's cheek with her fingertip. The warm and resilient touch made her cry even harder.
"He's perfectly healthy, why are you crying" Fu Zimuo was a little confused.
But Qin Luoyan continued to cry, unable to speak.
Fu ZiMo sighed again and said, "This prince likes this child very much. If madam agrees, I would like to take him in as my adopted son."
Qin Luoyan raised her head, tears blurring her vision. She quickly reached up to wipe away her tears. She thought she had misheard, but seeing Fu Zimu's serious expression, she could tell he wasn't joking.
"You disagree" Fu Zimo's face darkened, his entire aura opening up, he did not hide his displeasure at all.
"So, if she is considered an adopted child, could her children call him father secretly"
Qin Luoyan nodded and said, "Good!"
Fu ZiMo was satisfied, and a pleased expression returned to his face. He picked the child up again, the child had already fallen asleep, their little mouth opening and closing gently, unconsciously letting out a tiny bubble.
Fu Zi Mo was taken aback, then he laughed, raising his head, "Not bad, not bad! This child, this king likes!"
Qin Luoyan had never seen Fu Zimu laugh so heartily before. He had always been cold and cruel, and this sudden display of fatherly affection completely refreshed her image of him in her heart. She even couldn't help but wonder, if he could love a stranger's child so much, wouldn't he be even happier towards his own flesh and blood
Her stubbornness led him to be unable to find her, hiding her and the child from his sight. Wasn't that too cruel
Qin Luoyan had already begun to feel guilty, but when Fu Zimo's soft whisper reached her ears, she felt completely overwhelmed with guilt.
She heard him speaking to the child, “Who knows if that woman will give birth to a son or a daughter If it’s a son, you’ll be brothers. If it’s a daughter, of course she can’t marry you, but you’ll have to be my daughter’s bodyguard for life. A daughter needs to be raised well and must not be bullied. I wouldn't trust anyone else to protect her, so I'd rather entrust her to you, my adopted son.”
He...
She loves her children!
Women are so emotional, but a moment of tenderness will make her forget the past. Her nose tingled, tears streamed down her face, and her throat felt dry and uncomfortable.
At that moment, she desperately wanted to shout at him, telling him she was the person he had been looking for all along, that she was Qin Luoyan! The child in his arms was his own son!
She wanted to tell him, she didn't care what the consequences were! She just wanted to tell him!
The words were already on her lips, ready to be spoken. With just one utterance, the fate of both herself and her child would be irrevocably altered.
But...
“Mo, such a cute child, why won't you let me see him” Yun Xiaoxue followed in, standing beside Fu Zimo and reaching out to touch the child’s face. “Your skin is so good, so adorable. I just heard you say you want to adopt him as your son, that's great. Changyue sister will definitely like him too, and…I do too.”
Yun Xiaoxue's words were like a basin of cold water, extinguishing Qin Luoyan's impulse to reveal the truth. She bit her lower lip, forcing herself to swallow the words that were almost spoken!
How could she tell him the truth Had she forgotten he was a married man And in the future, he would have three wives and four concubines! His Wuxuan Royal Manor would be filled with women!
She told him, what if her child had to call those women mother Moreover, in this feudal society, the firstborn child of a large family, if the mother's status was low, the child would be raised in the wife's room!
Her children, they could only belong to her, no one could take them away! How could she let her own flesh and blood call Xiao Changyue their mother
How can this be! How can this be!
If she had been deeply touched before, now she was just as heartbroken!
She painfully closed her eyes, afraid that Fu Zimuo would see the sorrow and pain in them.
It's a pity that Fu Zimo didn't notice Qin Luoyan's abnormality. Instead, he was in a good mood because he had adopted a beloved foster son. Even Yun Xiaoying's teasing of the child earned him a rare smile.
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