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hiding the tears she wanted to keep.No crying allowed!It's nothing big deal, why are you crying There are heartbroken people every day, one more or less doesn't matter. What's there to cry about He's...She wryly smiled, once again raising her head to gulp down the wine, wanting nothing more than to get drunk and forget everything. At least in her dreams, she could still be the young girl who was oblivious to the world back then. She ran around day and night for a living, racking her brains for fame, and holding onto her principles with unwavering conviction, refusing to be bullied by anyone.

During that period, it was indeed difficult. The opportunity for fame was right in front of her, but she had to sacrifice something to get it. As a proud woman, she refused to do so.

Back then, Cai Xiaojing told her that as long as she could endure, she would succeed one day and find a way to make her famous. Han Bi chose to listen to Cai Xiaojing's words, patiently acting as her newcomer, taking on the jobs arranged by Cai Xiaojing, and maintaining a moderate level of exposure.

However, opportunities appear again and again.

Once, twice, unwilling, a cold and proud smile passed by, but what if it happens many times

All the actresses from the same batch are doing well, living glamorous lives. Everyone is successful except for me. Although I have a little bit of fame, I can't get good jobs and can only envy them.

She always thought that as long as she worked hard, one day she would have everything.

She is no less beautiful and talented than others, she is sure to succeed.

She will always be stronger than others, no matter what means she uses.

She had starred in a couple of popular idol dramas, making her somewhat well-known. To others, she seemed glamorous, but the truth was, she was very poor. After paying her agent and manager their cuts, there wasn't much left in her hands.

To maintain her star image, she has to spend a lot of money on clothes and always dress glamorously. Otherwise, the media will say things like, "How come you're so shabby"

She was impoverished from a young age, so she always worked harder to prove herself, hoping to live a better life, to escape her impoverished family and poverty. She wanted to make something of herself.

So, she was more afraid of the media writing wildly and damaging her image. Although she had a bit of fame in the eyes of others, it was really heartbreaking behind the scenes. No one else could imagine how hard those days were.

Later on, she filmed a cosmetics commercial and caught the eye of a director who wanted her to star in his TV drama as the female lead. The condition was that she sleep with him. If this had happened at the beginning, Han Bi would have stormed off and never looked back. However, this time, Han Bi learned a lesson. She didn't sleep with the director, but instead learned to navigate and appease him. While he took advantage of her several times, she managed to win herself an opportunity.

It was that movie that propelled her from relative obscurity to true stardom.

During that period, everyone envied her. Han Bi herself felt great, she thought she was doing well. She seized the opportunity and didn't use any unfair means. She was very happy. She filmed many commercials during that time, attended many events, and had many film projects looking for her.

Gradually, I also had some savings, and my life began to slowly improve.

Han Bi had imagined that she would become a sensation overnight, reaping fame and fortune. However, reality turned out to be different from her expectations. After the television drama's initial success, a new wave of newcomers emerged, including Li Yuanyuan and Yang Yang, who began to steal the spotlight. Han Bi felt a sense of crisis. She had originally had the opportunity to star in a movie by Lin Ning, a chance to step onto the big screen. But in the end, that role was snatched away by Li Yuanyuan.

The reason was that Li Yuanyuan and Lin Ning were very close at the time, and Lin Ning liked her very much. Han Bi felt resentment in her heart because she had to change people temporarily. It was originally her chance, but she ended up giving it away, and she was very unhappy about it.

Back then, she had been in the entertainment industry for two years. She had seen all sorts of darkness and knew the rules of the game. Everyone needs to be propped up. At that time, she wondered why she had to work so hard and sacrifice her innocence for a chance at fame. She wanted to live a good life without being oppressed or looked down upon by others. All she could do was watch as the same group of artists flaunted themselves in front of her.

She's not that she has no one to support her, it's just that she doesn't want to.

Han Bi is noble, but the entertainment industry doesn't care if you are. It won't keep up with your nobility. If you can't play the game, you get eliminated. There's no choice. Every day, countless beautiful women enter the entertainment industry. Many of them are talented. It's a matter of who gets promoted. No one will promote you if you don't pay the price. Nothing comes for free.

Cai Xiaoting had seen through her hesitation back then. Cai Xiaoting was also a newcomer at the time, having just become a manager for not long, but she had brought up a batch of people in her hands. Cheng Anyu valued her very much, and Cai Xiaoting honestly told her that as long as she could endure for another two or three years, she would definitely make her a big star. At that time, Han Bi was only eighteen years old, and she was quite famous with two or three TV series that had good ratings. But after all, she was too young to be too hasty. Cai Xiaoting taught her to avoid the limelight because she could feel that Cheng Anyu was very optimistic about Han Bi back then.

Han Bi listened to Cai Xiaojing's words. It was at that time she met Ye Feimo and fell in love with him. That period was a lull in her career. Back then, the rivalry between Han Bi, Li Yuanyuan, Yang Yang, and others was fierce. Watching them become more and more popular while she had no remarkable works, Cai Xiaojing could only arrange for her some minor roles. Han Bi felt deeply unbalanced.

Ye Fei Mo was very young at that time, with an air of nobility. He had nothing on him except a famous watch. She loved Ye Fei Mo wholeheartedly, but she also paid more attention to her own development.

She wanted to succeed. When she was young, her only focus was on how to achieve success and earn more money to live a good life. She didn't think about relying on anyone. At that time, she even thought that if she made enough money, she and Fei Mo could live a good life together.

Back then, I was very innocent.

It was a slap that completely changed her mindset. At the time, they were both working on a film set. Li Yuan Yuan had debuted later than her, and as fellow artists under Anning Entertainment, they happened to be filming together one day. Because she had gotten into a minor argument with Ye Feimo and was in a bad mood, she accidentally bumped into Li Yuan Yuan. Li Yuan Yuan, in anger, slapped her.

At that time, among the four great beauties of Anning International, Han Bi was ranked first. Although her fame wasn't the highest, Li Yuanyuan competed fiercely with her back then. Both were considered semi-popular figures. Li Yuanyuan's fame was slightly greater than hers. However, due to a careless mistake on Li Yuanyuan's part, she ended up hitting Han Bi.

Many actors on set just watched coldly, and no one helped her.

Finally, under Li Yuan yuan's arrogance, she even forced herself to apologize. After that, Han Bi completely saw through the reality of this circle and woke up thoroughly. She decided not to wait any longer.

Cai Xiaojing always makes her wait and wait… But until when

Even on the film set, she was slapped by her fellow students, becoming the laughingstock of the set. At midnight, when she tossed and turned in her sleep, those laughter echoed in her ears like needles pricking her heart. The resentment in Han Bi's heart grew deeper and deeper.

Eventually, I ended up having dinner with an investor and... checking into a hotel room....

At the time, she only cared about success, not being a nobody on set who could be bullied by anyone.

Going for an eye exam today, also having dinner with friends. Back time is uncertain, the fourth update is uncertain too, ~(_iced...He sat across from her in the seat next to hers.The atmosphere was extremely awkward.Drinking tea is a very particular affair, even warmth at this moment is overlooked, all etiquette forgotten,...